attraction

12Jan10

“who knew you were a boob man?”

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internet cassanova / washed up 4th grader

09Jan10

Nikki, May 14, 2008:

Hey thanks for the comments! Yes, October is pretty much the best time of year!

And I was the big bad wolf. We also had the 3 little pigs and “little red ride me” because halloween is also a slutty occasion haha.

play, memory, May 15, 2008:

Seriously…Halloween is the one day each year when girls have an excuse to dress up as a sluttly kitten or a slutty rabbit -or an attractive, not-so-slutty wolf. God bless ‘em.
October is the boss. It’s kind of cool here in NYC and we’ve been getting false senses of Autumn. I don’t like it. It’s like a girl playing with my feelings.

Nikki, May 24, 2008:

Thats so sad! Its supposed to be summer! I like the warmth. I could never live in NYC. You should try Oklahoma. Its the best!

play, memory, May 27, 2008:

I’m glad you understand my pain. Oklahoma huh ? Never been there – I wouldn’t know where to start?! But if it’s the best i don’t know what the hell I’m doing here. I think it would be rad to take a train there…

play, memory, Jun 5, 2008:

Hey there! How the frik are you?

Nikki, Jun 16, 2008:

been good, you?

play, memory, Jun 16, 2008:

Fabulous. I’m having a Fabulous Summer. Is it Summer yet? June…yes for sure. Beach days are ahead -on the west coast too. Are you heading to any of the coasts this summer?

Nikki, Jun 24, 2008:

no, not this summer. I get to go to the lake though. That’s the closest to a large body of water I will be reaching this year

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comments

09Jan10

not wife: At first glance, you look like someone that I knew in what now seems like another life. We drank, we talked through music, smelled old books and rested our heads on a mattress in Sugarhouse. At second glance, I see that you’re not that someone.

But I’m glad to meet you anyway.

husband: wow your first glance take sounds intriguing. i know what you mean- that face always out there beyond the edge of the crowd. It’s a pleasure meeting you as well…

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for the religiously enlightened

29Jul09

what am i? do i have loyalty? obviously noti have nothingi am nothingi need to start overim a fucking mine field

ahah

oh A,

wherever you go, you just going to plant more mines in whatever new beautiful place you land. trying deactivating the mines that you’ve already planted, clean that mess up and then move on. it is your responsibility

(Of course, he fucked her sister. There was some note from her sister on his myspace, something that sounded religiously enlightening, but i think that was code for “you really fucked my brains out last night”)i shower now ill leave this on for you to spill your heart out on to. we can also skype or ichat sometime

i don’t know if i can…either i have nothing in me to spill or its congealed solid

either way

i don’t have words at the moment

i think sometimes i never did

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in utah

15Apr09

“Andrew used to wear nail polish like this…now he just wears women’s shoes”

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my medium-sized american heart

30Mar09

no more sideways smiles or a-shaped holes in your heart

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science fiction dreams & a trial and error life

30Mar09

“Don’t worry, whatever dregs of feeling might remain, they are mired in bitterness and boredom and suffocation now…”

“You don’t have to tell me that. Why are you so FUCKING COLD-HEARTED. There is no warmth left in you”

“I know”

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legalese

10Mar09

“so are you saying we have to do everything illegally?”

“no, we have to do some legally– else we won’t be able to get it up”

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magpie’s monologue

05Oct08

my life is not fodder for your self-indulgent songs

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mount.ains

05Oct08

remember when it was only music that used to hold you together.

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